exhausted!!

it sucks when u cudnt decide what's best for you.. i have piles of forms that represent tonnes of choices..each of them have their pros and cons...it is like deciding between vanilla or chocolate. it's annoying when u just can't made up ur mind.

i have so many work to do towards the end of 2009. i am still at the office even when i shud be taking leave today. my office is a mess. so many files scattering on the table (and on the floor), piles of letters and memos and papers.my schedule for jan 2010 is already packed.

i don't want to say i hate my job.

but i do i hate forms.

awwww.....

latest addition to the family..gile comel+gebu+gemok+mengada asek nak baring2..xtau nk bg name ape...sgt epi bile kuar ngn mr.x smlm pastu tibe2 nampak ade beg plastik besa kat seat belakang..mula2 pura2 xnampak..pastu xtahan trus tny...huhuhu..gile excited kau..mesti yg dengki2 ckp, da besa2 pon nk dpt teddy bear..hahahah..neway, ni yg pertama after 6 months..last dpt plush toy from mr.x mase die baru balik dr US...i have quite a number of plush toys...most of 'em are fr mr.x...

what a happy monday!!

i will take up that challenge

i will work hard starting from NOW..

columbia, here i come!

berangan2 di ikea

dapat mkn pon nasi beriyani ayam syed bistro td!! hepi!! after makan2, me n mr.x pegi beli cupcake n surprise si nikman budak demam di rumah beliau..get well soon, bulost!

neway, after semua bisnes di s.alam selesai, ktorg g jalan2 buang mase di ikea..actually more to jalan2 sambil berangan di ikea. dialog yg biase didengar selalunye "b, sy suke sofa yg ni" or "b, nnt umah kite letak ni nak?"sbb tu kami sgt suke pegi ikea.x beli ape2 pon, just berangan. sharing happy moments la konon..konon..but me n mr.x share kesukaan yg sama when it comes to house deco. sbb tu partner yg sgt sesuai utk di bawa shopping ke ikea is mr.x.

esok ke melaka pula...seronok jugak, sbb dpt spend more time dgn mr.x..mggu depan n next month akn jd sgt2 busy dgn keje. so harap2 leh bergonjeng puas2 weekend ni before jd gila meroyan mggu depan dan seterusnye. to be honest, i hate my current job. walopon job ni agak cool (in a sense), tp sy sgt x epi..tak tau la..

i miss my bs.tp sume org mcm bz.susah nak ajak keluar skrg.forever stuck ngn mr.x..huhu..jgn marah b!

so what's ur plan this weekend?

i'm just happy for not having to go to work on thursday..

esok date dengan mr.x..actually, not really a date because the real business esok is to replace my atm card n to go to pejabat kwsp to check on my 2nd account.after applying for fellowship and apparently spt tiada jawapan, i decided utk teruskan hasrat nak amik master (hasrat yg ditangguh2 sejak tahun lepas) using my kwsp money..xtau la brape byk yang ade n boleh ke x keluarkan, but if cukup untk bayar fees for the first 3 semester pon dah ok..so skrg nak apply mane2 uni in malaysia and pilihan pertama seems to be UPM (actually UPM dah lame apply online, tp xpenah proceed dgn step seterusnye)..yang kedua UiTM.

apepon, i will go to shah alam tomorrow to settle it all, n mr.x kate die nak belanje mkn nasi beriyani kt syed bistro..yeay!!!da lame xmkn nasi beriyani kat situ..nasi beriyani syed bistro mmg terbaek!!actually, nasi beriyani kt mane2 syed bistro pon rase die same je sedap cos die dtg dr kilang yg same.u guys shud try it out.

and since esok birthday nikman n kebetulan kami ke shah alam, mr.x plan nk surprise him; culik die g makan n kasi kad yg aku buat untk nikman; MU-inspired birthday card sbb nikman sgt2 support MU.hopefully die akn suke n x gelak; given my limited artistic skill, card tu x la lawa mane pon.

i am soo happy that i don't have to go to work tomorrow..=)

monuments and melodies- to my better half

My hands are trembling
And my eyes are on fire
This house is crumbling
Left brain, left out, on the wire

You make me happy
You magnify my better half
You make me certain
Though all I have today is your photograph

My past is perilous
But each scar I bear sings
Monuments to where I have been
And melodies to where I am going

You make me happy
You magnify my better half
You make me certain
Though all I have today is your photograph

When will I see you again?
Still-life can only go so far
I need you in front of me
Saying my name
Saying to me...
"I want you the way you are
You, the way you are"

You make me happy
You magnify my better half
You make me certain
Though all I have today is your photograph
You make me happy

ahli sukan yg kurang berjaya

dgn penuh yakin nak bermula (tp muke sedikit cuak)





















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oohh!!!tidak!!!sudah jatuh..hahahahhaha





















give up..lalu beralih kepada buaian yg kurang mencabar..


that's my brother for you..

picture perfect moments

seronok2 somping raya

perlu ke nak shopping raya?yes, sgt perlu. especially when you have brothers and sisters. apparently, aku banyak habiskan duit kat diorg dr diri sendiri. baik kan? cpt ckp baik!

and since besday mama n mr. x sgt dekat dgn raya, so terpaksela jgk beli hadiah besday sekali dengan shopping raya. a dilemma tho, nak belikan hadiah ape? i have something in mind for mr. x. but my mom?hmmm...pecaye x dah 4 tahun berturut2 aku hadiahkan mama handbag for her besday..sgt x mencabar..pastu skrg dia hanya pakai handbag besday 2 tahun lepas..ok, handbag definitely x..tp ape? tudung pon ok kot..hmmm..x suke bile x reti beli adiah..

esok dah cuti!! yeahhh!!! bukan excited nak raya, tp excited nak cuti. tp agak kurang gembira arini sbb ada sesuatu yg tjadi smlm..=(. selamat cuti everybody!! have a good raya.

happy becoming birthday, mr. x

adegan yang kite x mahu lihat (atau dengar)

miss f: eh, lawa la beg awk..berkenan kite..

tuan punya beg: (senyum2) time kasih

puan z: (dengan nada serius yg annoying) ala, beg murah je tu..ade jual kt tepi2 jalan..

miss f: (muke terkejut) ish puan z, kurang sopan ok

tuan punya beg: (terkejut tp pura2 x dgr)

hmm, puan z, mesti ke ko nak steal moment si tuan pny beg dgn bg komen sedemikian rupe? agak kayne west la perangai ko ni..

ok bye.

bosan-bosan menjelang raye

selamat ari raya to everybody!! yey!! anywho, aku dah ponteng puasa 4 ari. kire dah raya la kan?wahahaha...apepon,oleh sbb mama tgk aku mcm epi je xleh puasa n mcm xde pape nak buat, mama ade bg satu esemen untuk aku..huh?? ok, let the pics below tell the story:

haaa...x lawa kan..yes, aku tau aku x kreatif, tp mama telah menyuruh aku menghias bekas kuih jiran aku sampai menjadi rupe sedemikian...aku xtau la ape motifnye..mungkin nak distract budak2 dr mkn kuih byk2 atau nak buat mereka takut nk bukak terus bekas kuih tu sbb cantek sgt (cantik?ok mmg perasan gile) sambil tuan rumah boleh menarik nafas lega xyah nk refill kuih selalu..(ok, itu fitnah, tarik balik).

apepon, sape2 yg nak aku pimp bekas kuih diorg, tahun depan leh la anta..i charge x mahal..wahahaha..

sekian.

p/s: saje letak satu je gamba end-product sbb xnak kena kutuk byk2 sgt..

cuti-cuti

happy sbb finally dpt pegi holiday, especially with mr. x around..cudnt be happier =)...aku suka pergi pantai walopon sebenanye aku takut dgn pantai..sgt paranoid...kena momok2 dgn cite hollywood; jaws, ocean yg ade sotong besa dlm die. etc..hmm, mmg agak bodoh..mase aku pegi ni panas dan bulan puasa pula..tp konon2 nak ade adegan2 romantis sepasang kekasih di tepi pantai (sgt gedik) aku n mr. x gagahkan berjalan di tengah panas sambil ambik2 gamba...

mr. x agak emo lately..aku perasan la..walopon die akn rase annoyed bile aku ckp mcm ni, but hey, aku da kenal die lebih 4 tahun kot, mestila aku tau kalo2 die mcm x epi..maybe sbb belum dpt keje lg..well, i dont know..pd aku lebih baik cherish mase sekarang yg belum ade keje. bile da keje, ko xkan boleh gembira2 bergonjeng mcm selalu...i mean, bukanlah x boleh, tp keje kdg2 amek sebahagian dr mase gembira ko tu. i know because i've been dealing with it for the past 18 months. ppfftt..

anyhow, enjoy la gamba pemandangan pantai tu. til then. bye.